- S-ome
- O-ne
- R-eally
- R-emmember
- Y-ou
lets talk about promises. promising or dealing something with others are very kind of making a hard descision and being responsibility. if we cant keep our promises it will harm us. infact just because of we breaking the promises, the relation between us are broken to. honestly, this is what im facing right now.
to whom that may concern or to you know who you are, yes, i am promising something with you but sometimes we as a human being that closed to unplan activity are not easy to avoid it. again, I AM SORRY. i certainly know sorry will not change anything and it is not good enough for you to forgive me.
okay, I HATE THIS SITUATION. goddd, it makes me feel missing him much more. i never know what will happen in the future. so it is normal if something come up and never ever plan it to happen. yes i do sit and mopping to myself thinking of my mistake. yes, i am guilty. i am realy guilty and how i wish i could turn back the time. infact, i hate myself for doing this to him. and how i wish tomorrow will be going back to normal. pretend like i never hurt him. for the information, i could only look at the comp screen. why?? because, i dont have an idea what to say and to tell. until here.
okay. i hate this feeling. hate the situation. hate the air. hate my phone. mirror. my hand. my thoughts. my unplan activity. my plan. hate my idea. hate the feeling. the situation. hate the thoughts. hate mirror. hate my hand. hate the phone ( keep silent until now) and hate all the things that i have been wrote here just now.
the mood is swing. goodnight. SORRY
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