to the most welcome feeling right now is keep u in my small heart.

my heart beat fast

my hand sweat

my hair stand like a stone

my eyes roll confusing

sometimes my body shaking

my feet walk with no direction

my brain say yes but deep inside saying no

i grab things but immediately lost it

i open the door like wait for something

i wash my hand frequently

i listen to others opinion but at the same time i only look at their lips movement

im hungry and then i cook but after that feel like i dont want to

i pay attention but thing turns to many kinds of distraction
i pray alot

say sorry all the time

and the worst part is,

i sleep but people heard im talking

and that is the most pathetic side of me.

ohh Muhammad Adli bin Abdul Latif cptlah sampai balik sini. im desperately cant wait nxt mondayy!