Faizal Tahir - Hanyut

yes i always wrong, but I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU. sorry.

I NEED A VACATION. THANKYOU.

p/s: for you mr.blog, for your information, i am pissed offfff.fullstop.

so, i need a vacation. to my dearest mak and abah and loves, please take me anywhere as long its called a vacation. zoo negara or taman tasik titiwangsa are acceptable too.

about 3hrs ago, i have written something on you,mr.blog.

BUT,

there was something happened. a very stupid mistake which i hate to talk about. if people out there could see my face right now, i swear they will run as fast as they can.

i hate when my post were actualy not posted. yehhh thats the reason why i become like this.

and dont ask why.

:)

WOKAY, back to the title that i have decided to crap about tonight.

as i feeling bad nowadays, i am certainly need a vacation. i dont ask to go to out of the budgets. i just need a vacation to smell a new air, to feel a new wind on my skin, to watch a new view surrounding and to stand up my feet on a breeze of beach sand.

yes, i do have a plans on this 3rd dec. ummu will bring me to her hometown, Kuantan.

the only thing when i think about Kuantan is, coconut tree.it just come from my head.

a more vacation came up with my mak's idea. she decided to have a trip to Penang after aja gt finished her spm examination. its been a very long time period we as a family not going to holiday. i realy mean it. a very looooongggg time.

next monday i will meet the most looser clans. the anggrikian selected females creatures.

honestly i dont feel good to meet them. it is not that i dnt want to but a past few weeks i am not in the right path and i seems lost at the moment. but i do want to meet them.

miss them alot to the bitssssssss.

i need to see them to warm up myself :)

remember!!

a vacation is all i want. teheee.

goodnight.

yesterday will be the most precious day ever. i said so bcs, everything happens for a reasons.


i went to kl yesterday to attend my braces apointment. i wait for my turn for about 2 hours. and suddenly i heared my name called. the nurse told me the appointment were actualy cancelled by the doctor. but the problem is, why they didnt tell me about the cancel apointment?
nevermind, maybe they have some technical problem. apoligised accepted -__-"

evrything happen for a reason. its a fate.
eventhough i dont have the appointment, but someone has came out to fulfil my day. its adli. according to him, i dont have a new colour of braces on my teeth but i have him as a replacement and everybody deserve a second chance.

things that i have done and a things that i have learn alot. ALOT.

• Exam Week

semuanya berjalan dgn lancar. insyaallah result steady dan maintain. hopefully.

• The Assestment

as usual, that was the most worried thing to think about. i realy dont want to think about it. my stomach will suddenly get to burst. thank you to all the assesers. i have learn alot.

• Kedah

WOW! the aimst university were termendously a great place of education. we were at Kedah but, it was feel like we are in Cyberjaya. believe it. our production were invited to be a helpers to the designers there and all in all that was a great experience that we were having so much fun there. (btw, im having a flu and my body temperature high after i gt back from kedah)

• there's a story behind everything.

i never thought that life could be so painful actualy. well its a sin if i saying that. yes i do busy. i am far from all the loves, and yes i am neglecting one of the people that i love the most. but dont ever take that as a reason why he leaved me.

i can put all the blames on me. i can do that. i can turn back the time if i can. i am so hope that i am an angle but that was a stupid thing beyonds of imagination. I AM SORRY BECAUSE OF THE FLAWS AND THANK YOU BECAUSE OF THE UNWILLING.

mak gt into the hospital after one day im home. demam denggi. its a very hard time for me. im not saying that looking after mak are very hard but that time i am under deppresed. i am not perfect and not a superwoman. everyone needs a time to heal from broken hearted. its normal i think. i keep remind to myself, the obstacle were comes from Allah. He will only give that to the only person who can handle it. i believe love come to those who believe it. honestly, its not easy to forget someone who were already comfortable into ourself for a very long period. dont tell me how to avoid from think about all the things that WE have been thru together. bcs its the only resource that i have, MEMORIES.