Friday, October 14, 2011

long time no see.

sejujurnya,setiap hari, jam, minit mahupun saat, saya mengira.
mengira tanpa sbb. saya tahu tanpa sbb tp saya perlu berbuat demikian semat-mata
utk sedapkan hati yg selalu diduduki oleh yg bernama jiwa.


pic above, the one and only, who i miss so much.

tak tao la kenapa, mane punca dan mula dari mane.
(mcm nak kawin skrg je)
saya buat semua benda mst teringat kat ats tu slps mak n abah. betul, tak tipu.
(mmg kene kawin mcmni)
tapi ni sume biase la. long distance relationship skrg ni kan.


xpe!!

tak mengapa. perasaan mcm ni la slalu buat diri jadi best n smangat sket.
die mcm target and aim plak bile dah penat2 bagai heeeee.







btw, skrg ni tgh cuti sem! yeay seronok :D




dlm mase itu bile dah rinduan xkeruan ni saya jgk akn jadi mcm ni. 
mcm yg kat bwh ni.......
tgk la.
tgk la.
tgk la.

k dah 3 kali je suruh tgk. kalau xnnt jadi beruk siku hek



















taraaa......


muka. hodoh!

















x cantik tp cute je


bwekkk, muntah adik aku dgr kalau aku cmni kat dpn die.
















k ni jela sbnrnye nak tulis mlm ni. saje je buat nyemak penuh kat feeds org. 
padan muka.
(kronik da saya ni) 


salam. :)


Wednesday, October 12, 2011

kelemahan yg selama ini saya endahkan.

cantik

ye mmg cantik di mata saya malahan di mata org ramai juga. ttp jika diperhati secara tulus, cantik hanya dari jaoh je.

saya bukan nak bajet humble or ape perkataan yg sesuai pun, tapi saya sbnrnye agak kecewa dgn design saya.
kecewa mmg kecewa tetapi itu pada mulanya slps di assest olh lect.

skrg ni saya hny berfikiran positif kerana saya fikir xkan la disbbkan satu titik periyed bocor kat baju putih, rosak satu hari saya??

TIDAK AKAN SAMA SEKALI. 
pada cuti sem kali ini, kami iaitu student bakal mengahiri pembelajaran next sem (nak masuk final da)
telah diberi tugas seperti research inspiration, stryboard dan yg berkenaan.
btw, themenye ialah
MALAYSIAN HISTORICAL AND CULTURAL. amek kau.

sememangnye saya sgt fhm kehendak mereka ttp saya masih dlm pencarian idea iaitu unsur2 yg ingin diterapkan pulak dlm design nnt. tao x, kiteorg kene buat 4 prototype, biase latu. name pun part 6 kan. nak post kat sini mcm mane rupe design tu sgt mustahil nak buat. nnt dah siap baru post k.
tgk la mcm mane, kalau diam je xpost tu, faham2 jela.
k berbalik pd topic yg sesuai dgn tajuk post kali ni.honestly, saya sometimes xleh dgr kritikan n opinion org. sometimes la kan. mb sbb xbetul ape yg dikatekan tp xpe, everybody has their own idea n opinion. i will try to take it as a compliment k.
saya jenis cpt perasan n down bile berdepan dgn situasi mcm tu.
pls god, guide me.

TETAPI!!!!!
skrg ni, saat ni, dah xmcm tu dah. KERANA!!!! pada apa yg saya dgr dan lihat, lbh ramai lg yg dlm kesusahan yg sgt dasyat dpd saya. betul x dunia?
betul kan?? kan? kan??


secara keseluruhannya saya semakin pulih la kan dpd mende2 merepek ni. kite buat je keje kite bagi siap n impressed others kan. apa2 pun, saya kat muar ni. kampung atok rahman tercinta.bile kat sini baru tenag nak buat kerja bagai.


nnt kite update ape2 lg kalau rajin.





Friday, April 1, 2011

crazy.

at last, Singapore, here i come!

its along journey to tell a story how me and classmates have been thru' so far. for a months i have gv all the best i can do. from a piece of paper, till a complete cloth that i have create. my creation. even the design was not great like others but i do proud of it. i used my own hand and my own idea to create it. ALHAMDULILLAH.
to my mak and abah, thankq so much for helping me in financial and mentality. last but not list, all the lecturers. i will be going to Singapore to show my design to 26 country. i never be in this in my whole life. WE MADE IT.

BYE, blog later :)

Thursday, February 3, 2011

dont read if you dont want to.







i have been thru alot of thing at this moment of this year. well it taught me of grown up. i learn so much thing. yes maybe you will say that this is totally psycho side of me but this is the only opportunity for me to share with others beside sharing it with people that i love.

okay just stop there. i would like to show up something inspired me so much. no no, i mean inspired me like totally crazy.













yeaaa meet her. u know her. everybody know her.






so akak hana, if you're here, could you plss gv a consult about what am i going to wear on my fashion dinner theme, Yokoso Japan. ??
KIMONO?? NINJA?? SAMURAI?? ee yucks! HARAJUKU?? hadoiiii.


idea idea come to meee. i need ittt.



Thursday, January 6, 2011

not like before.

lately there are so many things happened around me and it was crazy to spill it all out at this moment. i am totally not in the mood to crap. i will try my best to spend more time on this.
well btw, i am at sri iskandar. we start it all over again for new semester. PART 4 annnnnnndd, TWENTY? i know.

yes i believe a things happen for a reason. it is so true, no doubt at all. so this semester, i will try to be more matured but still be my self. truth to be told, i am not quite comfortable in the clas. we are getting smaller in numbers of student since some of us leaved us for a fastrack degree. well its okay i guess because its more easier for the lecturer and us to concentrate in the clas. it will be more calm and peacefully.

anyway, i am not staying in college anymore. biase la, susah2 dahulu, senang2 kemudian. kate indipendent cewahh. whatever we do and wherever we are, the obstacle will always come.


wishing all the best to all candidates and hope its not late for me to wish HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 :)



Sunday, December 12, 2010

time to change.

:)





i do have a lots of small acnes on my face. but its slowly get to heal in day by day. im so glad with it. but yet poeple still dont feel satisfied with what they have and look like. well, im one of them. teeeee. lately, i have been used some kind of an old brand face product but i was told by my mak and my several friends that products are actualy works. as you can see the products named Himalaya.


its quite expensive but to me there is nothing could be so cheap if we want to look good, its for our own good i guess. so let me crap about it. Himalaya products were published since 1933 (MY GRANDPA DIDNT EXIST YET). its made from natural fresh herbal that takes from rare hills, forest, mountain and so onnnnn in India.


other than face products, Himalaya also produced alots of beuty care products like an example. shampoo, suppliments, toothpaste, and others. i do confindent about this products because it looks more quality and satisfying. just for now, i only use it in seven days. i was told we need to use it about a month and it will showed us hows the product was works.
AMIGO <3

Friday, December 10, 2010

Most Beutiful View I Have Ever Saw.

everyones heart is filled with dreams and we need to make them true.










i was a quick wet boy, diving to deep for coins
all of your street light eyeswide on my plastic toys
then when the cops closed the fair, i cut my long baby hair
stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere
have i found you,
flightless bird, weeping or lost you, american mouth
big pill looming
now i am a fat house cat
nursing my sore blunt tounge
watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
pissing on magazine photos
those fishing lures thrown in the cold
and clean blood of mountain stream
have i found you
flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
big pill stuck going down.






















p/s: Alhamdulillah for my examination result. even it is not so good kind of result but still, i am glad to get the result. maintain! thank you to everyone that i love.